As I listen to the world news...or even news surrounding many people in which I personally know, it saddens me that there is so much conflict taking place. I suppose this has always played a big role in my choosing "solitude". Others may see this as a form of isolation and being unhealthy, but in my world, I have had to stay well-guarded. It's my reality after experiencing much betrayal from loved ones. Through the years, I have, however, also discovered that I truly can enjoy my own company. I am not one who feels the need to be the social butterfly or to have someone in my presence to be happy. In fact, I am happiest when I am creating my own fulfillment... it could be simply with a paint palette full of bright colors, a brush in hand...arranging fresh flowers in a beautiful vase...writing in a journal...listening to the birds singing outside...daydreaming...sipping on an extra creamy latte...reading a good book...taking pictures of pretty places, faces and things!
I have grown to know, that if my heart is light and I am not burdened by guilt, conflict, hopelessness, anger or sadness...then I AM okay.If we can sleep through the night peacefully, knowing that we gave our best throughout the day, whether it be at work or play...and if we can awake and see our reflection in the mirror, KNOWING in our hearts that we ARE GENUINE...then we are okay.We cannot change others, nor should we even attempt to do so. This only wastes valuable TIME and ENERGY.What we CAN do, is be examples for others. If they see that we glow and are filled with joy, love, compassion, honesty, loyalty...they most likely, will wish for this as well and follow.Just IMAGINE...These were my thoughts this morning as I painted.
Wishing each and every one of you a perfect day!